Thursday, September 25, 2008
I want to fully heal from the holes inside of me, but sometimes I feel the pain of some of the tears, ramifications that plague my mind. I want to be swallowed, and live inside of the one who is always saving my soul. The one who cares about me most, who loves me unconditional. Then I want to emulate. I want to give so much of myself, that I forget who I am to myself, only remember myself in God. I just want to forget my desires, and feel whole. I want to die to myself and be reborn in His arms. I want to reconstruct myself, and wash the slate clean. I want to bury the remnants of everything that has made me base.