Sunday, October 24, 2010

Why do I always feel this sense of responsibility for people? Once my heart latches onto theirs I cannot disconnect. I feel obligated, responsible...for their happiness, their sadness, their well-being..

..and if I pull away, I feel like some type of murderer. Why, do I have to feel this way..when we were created alone? When those people lived life alone, without even knowing that I existed until they met me? And once I enter their world I feel responsible.

Why..can't God have a greater impact in their lives than I do, so that they don't care as much? Or even if they do care, they see God's plan in all of it. it so hard for all of us to just believe? The man who loves me does not understand that part of my soul...but that part of my soul understands the man who loves me..

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