Lately, I've been ruminating on the notion of becoming God...I dont mean it in a narcissistic sense...the sense where you view yourself as THE supreme being...I guess I mean it in the sense of being a part of God, aligning oneself with God and His holiness...
Sometimes letting go of sin feels so unnatural. That's how one knows that we were born this way..sinners. Working from a different framework, a different logic, a different mindset.
...it's mainly about diminishing the self for me because I'm a very proud person. What about me, what about me? It's not about me, it's about God and them.
I watch myself turn to vapour, in shades of gray I am dust. In the air I rise forever, in this dissolving I trust. I am that much more pronounced, that much more accentuated, that much more enlivened, because I live to build up and broadcast the beauty that He created.