Monday, July 5, 2010
How did she get so strong?
My mother, she gives me so much strength...
I don't know how she even became that strong, but somehow I know that I can live and get through this life because of her...
I know it's not good to fear what hasn't happened..but I become afraid of the time when she won't physically be in my life anymore..
I see a fire inside of her, that I wish I had sometimes...a flame that enables her to stand up for herself and us, a spark that pushes forward with what's right
I want to be strong..then be able to pass that strength onto someone else..
Sometimes I can't see myself being a mom, because I see so much inside myself that I hate..and don't want others to get involved with, but I know that as long as I'm abiding in God I will be a good mother.